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-This Cavalier Aint Cavalier- by FallDown-Boy -This Cavalier Aint Cavalier- by FallDown-Boy
Its Better Without the Company of Myself

Just for a little while between us
Time has got to pass alone without me near, feeling this way
It should never get this way I'm wrong
without me near, feeling this way

Dont you look beautiful tonight
Let me go before I go and make this worse
Please let me go, beautiful, its time for me to leave
Its hard here, beautiful, so please tell me its for you

Sweetness is not yet dead and gone
He'll be back when this fight ends
Sweetness is not yet dead and gone
He'll be back when this fight it ends
When this fight it ends

Worried and cant see if your all right today
Care and adoration sent with the words I say
I cant stand the feeling of apart but I need some
Ive been fighting this inside of and cant seem to make amends right now
Ive been fighting this inside of and cant seem to make amends right now

Dont you look beautiful tonight
Let me go before I go and make this worse
Please let me go, beautiful, its time for me to leave
Its hard here, beautiful, so please tell me its for you

Sweetness is not yet dead and gone
He'll be back when this fight ends
Sweetness is not yet dead and gone
He'll be back when this fight it ends
When this fight it ends

I wont hurt you I wouldnt take your smile
I promised the last time was the last time
I cant hurt you I couldnt take your smile
I promised this last time is the last time

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A quick sketch/speed painting for the girl I hurt with thoughts that could have made better words. I'm sorry I added to your hurt. Its not that I didnt feel the way I did its just I could have said it better. I wish I were Chris Carraba* because then I could actually write songs that would make you smile. With words that mean so much and a voice that makes you swoon. I cant though because I dont have a car.

I actually have different personalites expressed but the clothes I wear. I used to mix 2 styles and found some stability in that. Now its not so much that way anymore. I get sick someties because one part of me doesnt get to come out as much as the other and I hurt my girl because I couldnt get over myself and tell her rationally what was wrong. I prolly wont ever get over myself, but now I am a little wiser when dealing with the feelings of someone I love.

Not yet... Its not over yet. At least I hope not.

*Chris Carraba is the lead singer of one of my favorite bands, Dashboard Confessional. :: feels like a 13 year old girl ::
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silvercypress Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2004
:hug: :)
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angel-to-some Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2004   Artisan Crafter
:hug:
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NanatsusayaMita Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
i see that you're fighting with admiral...hmm its hard when there is a war inside of you and the ones you love get hurt because of it. something i go through everyday so i know how youre feeling. :hug: :hug: :glomp:


**admiral is dead sexy with multiple arms...ehhh heh you know we think he's sexy anyway lol
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HockeyWitch Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2004
That's so touching. I kinda know how you feel, because I'm kinda struggling with the same/similar problem right now, only not romantically related. I hope everything turns out well...

I_AM_CANADIAN!!!

HockeyWitch
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Aberael Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2004
Don't beat yourself up, as you said... it's not over yet...
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rainchild Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2004  Student
So much meaning in this.. pieces with personal significance are so much more expressive and.. well, just.. meaningful. *shrug* I'm crap with words.
I love the symbolism(sp?) good luck with your girl!
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