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Self Pity

Who am I
To feel this way
Doesnt self pity
Mean that I like me

When I dont
BECAUSE THE VERY THING
which is killing me
has made me
happy

Now I know
I just seem to know
That the other side
Its calling me

Its so loud
BECAUSE THE VERY THING
which is killing me
has made me
so happy
SO VERY HAPPY

And I have to like myself to feel pitiful
Because I cant go on like this ANYMORE
WHY IS IT
THAT THE VERY THING
WHICH MADE ME SO HAPPY
IS KILLING ME
ITS KILLING ME ITS KILLING ME
its killing me

So I declare
THAT IN THIS CASE
Silence
Is not GOLDEN
Its not
Its not
It is not

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Believe it or not this is not so much how I feel but the answer to a statement. I am still down and out. I feel better because certain people here have really showed that they care. Its good to have friends that care. I feel a little bit stronger, and a bit more able to face what is going on. Maybe I will find my way out of this rut yet.
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deadlywhispers's avatar
:hug: its -always- great to find that people care, not matter how few, it does matter.