-Lack of Control, Intrigue-

I don't want to be able to control it anymore.

I know it intrigues you right?
I need sharper razors...
I need heavier weights...


Your still there Lindsey. This is what I promised would be better. I really wanted to write something special for you. I figure I would just post what I wrote for you earlier:

Alleviating Silence (Intrigue Edit)

It's kinda hard letting you know
How I feel...(the change)
Left alone... By myself (losing humanity)
It's burning me not letting you know
How I feel...(him come on)
When your around I'm someone else

And I through you always
Find the peace to move on
And I threw you away
When I felt like I was done

Stupid me (I shouldnt have tried)
But...

And I cant begin to know
How you feel...(As I change)
All alone... By yourself...(worrying silently)
Unless you decide to let me know
How you feel...(about him)
When your around there's noone else

And I through you always
Find the peace to move on
And I threw you away
When I felt like I was done

Stupid me (I shouldnt have tried)
But...

And I know you always
Will be right there for me
Behind
Like my fallen Angel
Eyes
Watching over me
A heart
Centering with kindness
I'm
Apparently

Worth it
Am I...(is he)

Stupid me (I shouldnt have tried)
But...

And I threw you away
When I felt like I was done
And I through you always
Find the peace to move on

I wait here for just a little thing (advice)
And I use you for my seive (parse my darkness)
And its difficult sometimes (as he comes on)
But your lips part (changing motions)
Words Escape (to burn the darkness)

And I threw you away
When I felt like I was done
And I through you always
Find the peace to move on

And I threw you away
When I felt like I was done
And I through you always
Find the peace to move on
Always(never)
Be(perish)
By(away)
My(his)
Side...(even as he comes on?)



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